You know who said that? Mr. Sparkly Vampire himself. Edward errr Robert Pattinson. Can’t help but admit I dig the quote. What?
YOU go and try to find quotes about being awkward. I also stumbled across this one that I
particularly liked: “The awkward moment when you spell something so horribly
wrong that even spell-check is like ‘sorry man, I got nothing.”
This blog post might be summed up by the following :The
awkward moment when you meet a cute guitar player at open mic and he thinks you’re
cute too and then he follows you to your car where he talks nervously for 20
minutes before trying to kiss you but you duck out the way because you’re
feeling squirrelly and don’t understand where he would’ve gotten the wrong idea
but you DO like him and feel sorry that he feels dumb now. Yeah.
Ughhhhhh… Who am I? The poor guy! He looks like he wants to
run away and die. Or at least hide underneath the earth in a pool of molten
lava. I feel TERRIBLE and I have no clue what’s wrong with me!! He’s nice! He’s
funny! He sings like a rockstar and plays guitar magnificently. All of the
ingredients for success.
We stick around making small talk and avoiding the fact I
just rejected him hardcore. He gets into his car and drives away. I stand there
watching his car disappear and I don’t know that I’ll ever see him again.
Something has changed. I don’t want random DFMs. (see http://flingstress.blogspot.com/2011/12/return-of-dance-floor-makeout.html ) I
want to get to know someone before they get to make out with me. I had a joker recently text me
asking if I wanted to “hang out” with him.
Ha. At least he's honest. That's better than some guys who will say what you want to hear and then peace out.
It’s a constant struggle for many people. The struggle
between what our heads/hearts/bodies want. I miss the affection of a relationship but I won't find it in a random person. I don't want false intimacy. It just feels empty.
As Mumford and Sons so eloquently put it:“Now I’ll be bold as well as strong… and use my head alongside my heart.” And wait until it feels right to kiss someone again. Oh. Wait. They didn't write that in their song. But they could've should've.
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